DEAD ZONE

 Time Unknown // Friday // 9/11/2020 

    All the time basking in my Home Bar, I think of how many successful winners and wise ones worked resturaunt/service industry before they made it. They must have went through these same motions I am surrendered too; Fear, frustration, disconnects, dead shifts, hope, and dedication to the process, with peace, knowing that these moments were apart of the journey that had to be played. In the position, there are only few options on where you Can Go: Left, Right, & UP. 

Things are always, transitioning, changing, growing, or dying. You could adapt to these experiences as necessary and allow them to structure betterment from the moment or you could get stuck; -- in Self, the motions, the business and/or complacency and confusion. 

 

If you sat in this Dead Zone or made the mistake of getting too comfortable, it would certainly make room for you to stay.  

 
The Stuck, would stay. Unbothered & Unalive. Maybe Bored, but not willing enough to question Reality and Defy it. Just Complacent, normal Humans, Being and living in the Matrix. Just as they Are.
 In contrast;  

           The Student, who was studying the Game of Life. Playing the position and observing the quarters unfold. Plotting, planning, & strategizing the next best moves while getting through what did not fit but was necessary. They pushed through Aware, that this was only part of God's Plan and that we would not here long so might as well, get fucked up, and be Here, Now. Despite Final Destination.

They were Us:

Game Changers // Odd & Original. // Special & Insane. // Killing & Creating Time. 

And, as The Bartender, usually babysitting adults my senior with Gratitude. I would never be as lost or normal as them.

Plotting in the Dead Zone. Creating from Beginning to End. Even in the Dark....fucked up.*shrugs*.
Thank You, God.

iLoveUs.♥