GODS PLAN // DON'T COST A THING

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 Time Unknown -- 9/11/2020

I'm well. I was created in the image & likeness of God, with no room for Lack, Doubt or Disconnect. I Am the Sun. And One with the Whole. There is nothing wrong with Me. My World revolves around Her:

"If The Sun is in a state of lack, or darkness. The World is in a Place of Lack or Darkness. & That is How The World ends Doomed -- Not Mine."

We Are Alive & Living. We Are Whole. The Sun. Beaming & Bright. My Baby....stay Close. It will all make sense soon.

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Despite the concern, I couldn’t ask for a Better Time to be Alive pertaining to personal Evolution. I am able to clear so much mental smoke by just Being Here. With Self. My Words. My Truths, Dreams, Desires, & Plan. I was given this Time & Space in Now. To Get It Right. Make it Make Sense. Build Strength, Solidarity & Serenity all within and Then outside of Myself. It's never easy. I cried, a lot.

Telling the Truth is only a Plus. The Work, This Wisdom, This Journey is For // From Me. I'm the Only One Here. It's Priceless & The Gift and Gratitude I get from This, is beyond funds. Beyond my late bills. Beyond Me. 

I had to be Here, Right Now as the Vessel of Love, Learning through Payne, Being All That I Be. When manifested in full form on this physical realm, They will literally be able to say or read that: “She said She Was the One.” lol.

I AM. 

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All I do is tell The Truth. 

It ain't my fault or concern that it's 'different' or not what 'they' were used Too. My only Role was to Do Me, For Who it is that could appreciate her. All that other shit was Not Real Things.

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Initially, there will not be many of Us. Facing fears of blurred Foundations. But, I've decided that I'm staying like This. Just showing up, Uncut & Undiminished, For Life. You Get The Real Here & Understand that we ain't Settling nor Sucka'. Just Accountable for our Highest Good. Whatever that looks like for each of us Individually. 

We're scared, We Cry, We Laugh, We Learn, We Fight, We Build, We Love. We Pray. We Live. Figure it Out. & Keep Going.

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When getting to the Core while creating your Life, the fewer grey areas, the more untapped treasures we could discover. Somebody would appreciate understanding this. It's possible and actually kinda necessary to discover and observe the True Highest Self. This Gift didn't cost a thing.

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Real One's, embrace their Darkness and transform it into Light. We acknowledge our flaws with our features alike and do not treat one part of Self lesser than the other. Real One's take Time & Dedication to go Within, put it together, and bring it out. We Surrender & Relax to Life knowing that it is Aligned b/c we made Sure. Real One's Help Themselves. & Love Each Other in the Process B/c this shit be Hard. But We Can do Hard Things...

Stay Close, To God. To You & To Me, if you choose. I be T[here]. 

iLoveUs.♥


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