FIRE FAITH // FEEL GOOD

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3:33am – 09/30/2020

Looking at my horoscope [ A Capricorn Sun // Libra Moon & Virgo Rising Woman ) 
I took heed to hear my inner Source whispering subconsciously the favorite guided Mantra:
 
“There is Nothing Wrong w/ Me.” 

I am at Peace. I just feel, good. Because I said so and because I want to. 
I said what I said, which was on my mind. I don’t regret it. & That was that. 
Life is too short for missed communication. Say that shit, Now. 
Even if it's a whole Thing, Love & Darkness, too. 
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Surrender is something Else. Earlier this week, Pms’n, crying, and crazy, I told my mom why I observed my emotions getting the best of me. A Capricorn is plenty of things amongst them, a mess when her money won't right. I knew this. I expressed it, and as usual, my Aries mama responded something like, “I understand your frustration but I really don’t b/c my faith is bigger than funds or money.” Her demeanor towards my struggle used to frustrate me until I recognized I needed her calm and collected fire faith. She was always 100% sure and 97.6% right. I took her wisdom on my worries like aloe and let it hurt and heal. 
Like she always assured, it would work itself out.
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Letting go and letting God, I focused on being more present, patient, aligned, and loving. Observant of my emotions and not a product to them, Communicating what's on me without being scared of the insecurities I could find. And, handling all this in the most G way possible, of course, things just started to align, effortlessly. My rent paid for the next 3 months, I got options on more opportunities to fund my Freedom & I've meditated for 21 days straight. 
I am confident in my small blessings and concise in the choices I make to manifest the Big ones. 
I celebrate my Alignment, and successes both, Inside//Out. And in turn, I just feel Good.
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The purpose was Gratitude, for All that is Now & All that is Attracting to Me. 
Be Sure // Be Pure. The Whole Way.
Thank God, within x above. Thank You Reader.
I Love Us.
♥

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